Your dream is your dream, you can’t escape it. Either your living it, struggling with it or stuffing it back down. But either way, your dream is going to keep clawing its way out of you.
Actually, your dream isn’t yours. Passion is a spiritual force. All that talk about free will is misleading. You are here on this planet to be a conduit, an agent, for the passion to express itself through you.
Desire is “of the sire”. It is the will of a higher power moving through you.
Your only “choice” is to go with the flow of the passion running through you or to resist it. But either way, that river continues to move downstream.